Sharing Ana

Reading Ana's blog just now I knew immediately what I wanted to write about - how much I treasure Ana. I love her beyond love - I feel her, I know who she is. As she herself expressed so potently and passionately last night in our event, we are the same. We are very different personalities, we come from different countries, but our soul is the same - we are immortal women together in this world. We share a bond that is stronger than death. We are true to each other, we are true to ourselves, we are true to our people. We change together and we always will.

I will never have another Ana no matter how many people I meet. When I think of her, she evokes a distinct set of feelings in me and I cherish her. I can read her blog and recognize that Ana wrote it before I see her name at the bottom. I love that. That is what I mean by knowing her, not in the sense that she is predictable, but that her movement is imprinted with her unique style that just makes it so "Ana", like a designer label.

Ana is strong, brave, passionate, definite, clear, loud and uncompromising. I am crazy about women who have something real and in-depth to say in this world who can deliver it with gusto, and Ana is definitely one! She goes for what she wants consistently without giving up, even when she doesn't see the results she would like, she just keeps moving more. She is fiercely devoted to those she holds dear, and extremely generous and giving of herself. She is hard-working, committed and dedicated, and she loves to manifest money! She has great purpose in moving with the money she makes. With all of this she is also melted, open, willing to listen to others, ready to let go and change in a moment. She has no ego in how she manifests herself because she is busy enjoying all of us. I am overjoyed that she let go of the child inside that experienced pain and abuse so she could live free today. I am proud of her. I could go on, there is a book of Ana to be read in knowing her, but I think it is obvious that she is a potent person in this world who is making a difference, to me, and to anyone who will let her. She is an inspiration and I am grateful to have this opportunity to share her with you.

The Power of the Human Body

Sometimes I sit and remember my past and realize how amazing it is that I have at last honored who I really am and am going for that, every day. What does this mean exactly? For me, it is the era of the flesh- the power of the body, not of a God, a higher power or the universe but of the human body. That is what I experience now that I have completely let go of that child that Joe wrote about.
Oh, to have no past and no remembrance of the abuse of that body.
Being with everyone as physically immortal, I have nourished who I am, I have tapped into my own potency. See, the fear of my greatness is gone. It is our intention to let go of all those stories, all those layers of the lies of death that want to keep you in a box, afraid, and doubting your gut feelings.
I can go with my feelings forever, I can trust them. I can rest in them. I can rest in the words of others, in their bodies. Together, we continuously create a larger and more intense world.
The moment I experienced my potency, I knew I’d crossed over. I heard the world without death celebrating cheers of joy!

Spontaneous generation of new life

Wow, yes, I was completely blown away last night being with everyone. I was so impacted my heart was pounding with excitement, I was leaping inside my skin. I love hearing the sound of my life from another immortal that stirs my blood, that I can literally feel new cells exploding into life that do not contain any old programming from the past. This experience of spontaneous generation is electric. You are transported from one reality to another without any time in between, yet it is as if the change was just waiting to be. It is a physical gut-level happening that needs no explanation, like remembering our true self as Joe said. I said I was "blown away", but what is really blown away are the layers of the lies of death, revealing a soft fresh new body, more alive, more vibrant. Sometimes it can be sudden, intense, unexpected, such as I experienced last night. Sometimes it is just the consistent exposure to our sparkling environment that keeps washing away the old reality, like showering off the dirt of the day. It is all irresistible to experience. An "event" does not even come close to comunicating what we do at our meetings!

I am so grateful to live this adventure of discovery of the human body, which I find to be the most exciting discovery on earth. I know most people only expect to have a few "peak experiences" in their lives, but we are peaking with one another all the time. Immortal living is entirely different from anything you can imagine. It is brave and bold to face everything that ails us head on. I have to be more ruthlessly passionate than ever before. I am called to be more physical, physical, physical. I curse every moment of sluggishness or inconsistency in my life. I hunger to manifest more of my true potential and why I was born. I am physically immortal, I have everything to live for, and no choice but to eliminate everything I experience as limitation. Physical immortality is the answer to all the problems of our world. All suffering will be brought to an end when more value is placed on human life.

Tuning in to the immortal wavelength

Another powerful breakaway time together last night. It's amazing to me what an impact simply hearing people speak with conviction about being endless has on me. Lately, I can see more clearly where I shut down the fire of living inside me as a child. I simply felt too much and no one else around me seemed to be sensing what I was sensing. So I turned myself off. It was too painful, too lonely to be exposed in such a way. I can actually remember the dynamic of doing this and thinking that I was finally getting a grip on living. But I was really losing it.

I'm not grieving over the little boy who shut down. I'm enjoying being able to shed light on who I have always been. This is why immortals need other immortals. Because collectively we create an enviroment where we can really be ourselves. Otherwise, we become chameleons, subduing ourselves to belong in a world that isn't really functioning on our wavelength at all. So each time we get together, it's like re-tuning to our true selves.

The intuitivness of Physical Immortality

I can feel Physical Immortality in my guts, for me it is not a belief system as Joe said, I can’t rationalize about it; otherwise it would be difficult for me to express about my life as a physically immortal person. I made so many important decisions in my life since I woke up to Physical Immortality; I will say vital decisions that would have been unattainable without me following this instinctive, intuitive, and emotional feeling that comes from my guts, therefore the experience of being physically immortal is natural, and it already exists in my body, great news! I don’t have to fight to reach the reality of living forever. I just need to go with other physically immortal bodies experiencing the most wonderful truth of staying alive forever.

As Bernie said in our last Friday event, it is hard to break the hard pack of death in bodies that haven’t been exposed to Physical Immortality. Today I can say my hard pack was broken when I met Bernie, Jim, and Chuck, and new layers get broken every time I am in their presence. My exposure to them, and therefore to Physical Immortality wasn’t an accident, I wanted more in my life, their piercing in my body was imminent, it needed to happen. The desire for a new life was already in my body, it just got awakened when I found them. More people were exposed to this wonderful reality in their trip to New York, which means new people could have the opportunity to choose the reality of living forever, and we would have more immortals to multiply, rejoice, and nurture with, celebrating this wonderful life we already have.

The Hard-Pack of Death

It has been so stirring to be together after the east coast event. I am excited about the huge way that Jim and Bernie move to break through the hard-pack of death in people's lives. It touches me deeply and inspires me to greater expansion in my own life. I praise their exceptional passion, dedication and devotion to purpose, and above all their consistent physical movement beyond limitation of all kinds in their own lives that makes them living examples of their word. They are after all not bringing a message, they are bringing themselves, free of death. The integrity, the realness, the naked truth of them is hard to deny, and that is the first crack in the hard-pack....

I was feeling sad before I started writing this, having just got off the phone with my daughter, but I must say that in expressing about Jim and Bernie I was immediately lifted. I am so grateful that I have chosen to be with people with whom I do not ever have to experience heartbreak. My daughter is conflicted with who I am in her life. She wants me to be something I'm not and that blocks her from giving me credit for who I am. She just experienced a friend of hers dying from drugs at the age of 26 and is feeling a lot of pain and anger. She was telling me about it and I was agreeing with her that death sucks. Her friends are consoled with thinking he is in a "better place" but she has no such belief system to turn to. She knows he is gone forever and is having a hard time coming to grips with that. I understand. I am glad she is feeling and questioning, and not just numbing out like the rest of them. For a few minutes she was thankful to talk to me because I gave her a different sound than everyone else. However, instead of letting me stir her to a new life she is now angry at me for "giving her a lecture about how death is wrong, just like I always have all her life". I did not soothe her in the way she wanted to be soothed. If I can't be a mom to her, she wants a friend, and she does not feel I am either. She's right. Unfortunately, she will not go any further to find out who I really am to her, and I cannot tell her. I do not fit in either of those categories, so in her mind I must not be there for her and she experiences me in separation. In the past I have struggled to try and convince her that I love her, but today I cannot. I have no fight left in me, and no more inclination to engage her strong mentality. The death system carries weapons, guilt is a sharp sword. She calls me a coward. I am very happy today that these weapons can no longer wound me. It hurts me that my daughter chooses not to know me, but more than that I am sorry that she holds on to such a small life that ultimately holds so much pain and destruction for her. I want my daughter to live. No-one will ever take her place in my heart, but she feels that I am not with her. She feels alone and she blames me for it.

The only way I will ever be any comfort to my daughter is for her to join me in my world, as I cannot live in hers. I was already there, and I had to get out or die. I am so eternally grateful to the precious people who showed me a new way to go and with whom I share a beautiful life today. Thank you. You are my loves, my inspiration, my joy. I am on fire with you...

Belief systems

I have personally found the belief system of god to be the biggest obstacle to intimacy with another person. When talking with someone about my life as a physically immortal person I can usually address most doubts they may have about living forever, especially when they understand that it is not more of the same life that we are going for, that we are not looking to merely extend a life of suffering. Most people can apppreciate that we are going for a completely different quality of living and can decide whether or not they care enough to make the necessary changes to be alive without limitations. However, when it comes to god, I have found that many people get quite irrational and often very angry and defended. God is a deep program usually imposed on individuals from birth and reinforced throughout their lives. It starts with some sort of blessing to bring the infant under god's protection. Between an onslaught of vaccinations and god, most parents' fear is temporarily soothed and the baby has been totally programmed that it is in a fight for its life here on this planet from the very first day. There are many religions in the world, but you can be sure that whichever one you were born into that is the only true god and everyone else's is at best inferior and at worst probably dangerous and must be defended against. Hence the many wars that have been fought and countless numbers of people that have died in the name of so-called religious freedom.

The hardest thing to get around with god is the fear. People may even feel what I am saying, but superstition and the fear of being wrong run deep and with the programming comes retribution and punishment for wrong-doing against god. It is unbelievable to me that any god would have a problem with its child, its creation, wanting to bond with other people and live without death. What could be the harm in aspiring to be a healthier, happier human being? What could be the harm in holding flesh sacred without prejudice, appreciating the precious individuality of each unique person as a gift, knowing that what death takes away can never ever be replaced.

To me, all belief systems are a form of control and I experience coldness whenever someone holds one above me. I do not have physical immortality as a god because it is who I am, not my belief system. I have experienced that deep in my core. No-one taught it to me, no-one raised me to be physically immortal, but when I heard the sound that we do not have to die I felt it to be the truth, a higher life for me to live. Physically immortal people cause no harm to anyone. They seek togetherness, not division. When people have a god I have to be real and recognize that they cannot go all the way with me, a mere human being. They will never give me the credence to touch them and make a difference in their lives. I know in the past when I called out to a god I did not receive a reply or feel any comfort. I am so grateful today that I have found people that are really there for me, in good times and bad, with real answers, real hugs, real intimacy. No god ever did that for me. For me now that is the higher power, you and I together forever.

Take it all in

Reading these posts are definately bringing back memories of the first time I heard about Physical Immortality. A friend showed me one of their DVD's and I was intrigued. I wasn't really consciously looking, qwesting or searching for anything at that time. In fact I was the opposite. I was self destructive, jaded and was basically ready for the world to end. I didn't give a damn about me at all, but I was supportive to everyone else in the world. But no matter how much I tried too make the world stop, there was something inside me that still wanted to live. I just didn't know how to do that.

I was sparked by the dvd... by just hearing their voices and what they had to say. Something very deep in my core was sparked by their words and I was on my first phone hookup after that. Since I was in California, it took me a couple of months before I went to an event. Being on the phone was good, but nothing and I mean NOTHING compares to them live and in person. In that one weekend, they challenged everything I knew and thought I knew about life and myself. Every emotion imaginable came up for me. But by the end of that life altering weekend.... I knew this was home and it made it real hard to get back on that plane.

Now I live here in Scottsdale, AZ... I'm home. I don't miss being on the phone listening anymore. Being here... living the life is the greatest gift anyone could have given me. So that is why I'm immersing myself today reading about technology that will enhance the experience for all the new people out there and the ones who are already with us, but far away. I look forward for the day that I can travel with them and provide the live feeds from wherever they go.

You don't have to die

Like Lorna and Ana, I met Bernie, Jim and Chuck on there travels to find people like us. I will never forget the first time I met them in London, England, it was a dream come true for me. I was heavily into spiritual immortality back then but I had been hearing and reading about the idea of "taking your body with you to other dimensions". When I heard the sound of physical immortality I knew it was me. I went through some challenges integrating back into my body, being a lone identity and hiding out in the family for a couple of years. But once the physical immortality is touched at the cellular level in your body it never really lets go of you. Moving to Scottsdale was the best decision I could have made for my life. With genuine encouragement, I have dropped my defences and step continuously into a new, unlimited me - healthier everyday. If you have a cry in your body that you "just want to live - no matter what" and a hunger to be with people who are real, then physical immortality is for you. I can't be in NY, Philly or DC this trip as I am currently in school but I encourage you to see Bernie and Jim at the expo or at the events. You will not regret it. Hey whats the worst it can do - confirm that you want to die? For those of you we get it "You Don't Have To Die" - then come visit us in Scottsdale. We need more of our kind - a new species - physically immortal humans.

Melanie

I am physically Immortal

Reading Lorna and Joe just makes me so excited, it is my sound that I am reading. Here we are going to NYC, we have been there before, many people have been touched by us. What a great opportunity to finally find yourself, to finally end the struggle of who you are. And then, a whole world opens up; a new dimension which has no death in it. I am writing to the world, I am writing to all those people in NYC who are ready for our sound. I am ready for all of you!

Lorna wrote about the signs of recognition. I remember the first time I went to a Physical Immortality event in Caracas, Venezuela, 20 years ago. I immediately recognized everyone. It was in my guts, it was deep, quite there, waiting and as I stayed and experienced what was happening, I felt that feeling of freedom, I felt that was my time. I am excited for the life we have, for honoring who I am with everyone else. I can't wait for next week, we are starting on Saturday April 4th at 11:00 am., right in Manhattan....

Waking up to immortality

I can second that Joe. One of the most beautiful and touching things in the world is to experience people waking up to immortality, to be with them as new life rushes in and they start to glimpse a whole new world, full of possibilities they have never even imagined before. I love to see people's faces and bodies take on a new glow as their darkness diminishes. I find myself watching new people, giving to them, searching them for signs of excitement, of recognition, of willingness. Are they going to open up? It is exciting. A light appears in their eyes, you can see the thoughts and questions rushing around in their brains, new connections being made, doubts and barriers melting away as the warmth and honesty of immortal bodies begins to penetrate the armor. I feel them as they are being stirred and challenged by sounds that they have never heard before. The realness has a way of demanding movement of some kind, either towards us or away from us. Not everyone likes that of course - some run away to keep their belief systems intact - but for me there is an unmistakeable rush when a person feels the invitation to wake up and responds with joy and recognition. I am lit up when I hear them say they have felt this way all their lives, or when I see the smiles reach their eyes as they start to laugh with surprise and wonder. Everyone that responds to their immortality is unique and touches me in a way I have never been touched before. I love them instantly, I do not have to get to know them. A new part of me comes alive. I feel happier, richer, freer. I have a new person in my life forever - I will never be the same again.

Now I wish I were going to New York too. I resolve to make more money so I can go in the future. I must never forget that hunger to find more people like us. I must move everything out of my way now to find more of my kind, just like I did when I first heard the sound. I felt an undeniable biological urge to clear everything out of my way until I could be with my people again, this time never to leave. After all the traveling and searching, my journey was over. I was home. My life could begin new. I remember distinctly what it felt like the first time I came face to face with my destiny and discovered that it was literally faces, the beautiful faces of the immortal people who said they would never leave me, and in my heart I knew it was true. For me it was an unexpected and powerful wake-up. I thought I would find more wisdom, maybe myself in a deeper way, but I never dreamed that what I was looking for was people. I didn't like people much. Who knew? Immortals are different - what can I say, a new species, more wonderful than you can imagine. I feel sad for people who haven't come face to face yet. If anyone out there is reading this, I can only stir you to give yourself the chance to find out what I am talking about. I wish that for everyone in the world.

Big event in NYC

I'm excited about our upcoming event in New York City on April 4th and 5th. It will be great to see some familiar faces there but also to meet new people who are interested in our life. It's a really unique feeling to travel somewhere for the purpose of participating in an event on immortality. It sort of strips you of all the other things you do and are in your life and causes you to stand for being immortal and nothing else. It's not work and it's not vacation. It really makes me confront who I am in a different way.

This year the theme is Get Real about Your Immortality. Our asumption is that everyone relies on some concept of immortality to maintain their sanity. The only difference is that we couldn't simply live with an abstract story of immortality, we needed the real thing. We are looking for other people who feel this way. That's what this event is all about. There's nothing more exciting than seeing someone literally wake up out of death. It's incredible for them and for us.

Why be together?

People who don't want to live forever are basically saying that at some point - and they don't take responsibility for when - not only are they going to leave you but they WANT to leave you (because if they accept death as inevitable, then no matter how much they may pursue longevity or good health, they're choosing to die rather than do whatever is necessary to live). And I can pretty much guarantee that whether they're consciously aware of it or not, they'll want you to die too. Now, why would I want to become attached to someone when I know they want to leave me and want me to die? If I said to you, "I'm going to be with you totally and exclusively for two weeks and then I'm going to leave you", how intimate do you think you'd be willing to be with me for those two weeks? How about if I said, " . . . for four years . . .". or, " . . . for ten years . . ."? Why would it be any different if I said, "I'm going to be with you totally and exclusively for the rest of my life and then I'm going to die"? How can you really feel free to give your all to someone under any circumstance where there's a clear end in sight? This is the illusion of love and relationships. That because two people love each other, that that love is going to make everything else worthwhile. We delude ourselves into believing that the fact that we're going to leave each other is less important than the fact that we're with each other right now. How little we think of ourselves, how little we think of each other, when a few moments or even years of possible happiness take precedence over each other's lives.

Having lived the last twenty years interacting with immortal people whose priority is me and them living forever, without limitations, my criteria for being with someone in an intimate, sexual living are completely different. Physical attraction is still a factor, but unless there's a committment to the expansion of our aliveness and intimacy together, a passion for a greater living, not just for ourselves but for others, and an opening to more and more people in our lives, then our intimacy is limited, our togetherness has an end, and physical attraction is irrelevant.

For me, the whole point of being with someone is to have something greater moment by moment with each other than you would have if you weren't together. That to me is real intimacy. And if you have that then there'd be no reason not to be together, there'd be no reason to stop loving each other and there'd be no reason to want it to end. This doesn't necessarily mean that you ever have to sleep together or have sex with each other, or that if you did enter into such an intimacy together that it would continue, but if you're having "something greater moment by moment with each other" why wouldn't it? What it does mean though is that you'd never have to be without each other. That's what I call commitment. And that's where I find true joy is.

Why wouldn't I want that with the people I love - not for just a few years, but forever? That's the quality of togetherness I have with my 'friends' and that's the quality of togetherness I require in a sexual relationship.

No more till death us do part

Imagine a world where love means having people who will never leave you. No more till death do us part. People who live their lives today as if there was no end to them or their loved ones. No planning for sickness or a rainy day. No limited retirement plan, no graveyard plot, no inheritance. When your health plan truly means improving your health and wellness through moment to moment good eating, exercise and supplement choices. Where your prosperity is a freedom of movement without stress. Where your daily intimate living is without tension; free from fighting or long periods of hurt silence. Where sex is a sharing and exploration of two bodies flowing together in a union of passion and pleasure for their mutual fulfillment. Where you are not so tied up in your own gods or addictions that you actually notice and act on anothers' distress with empathy and caring before it becomes dis-ease.

This is my world. This is physical immortality and it is happening in Scottsdale, Arizona today.

Where are you today? Trapped in a relationship, marriage or family full of stress and worry? It does not matter, marriage or relationship, its all a very small box. Till death us do part is just another exit, just another separation, just another way out. If you are in a bad relationship, are you going to die to get out of it? That's why one in two marriages end in divorce. Why are you with your partner? For security, for sex, or because of the kids. What could tear you apart? This economy, infidelity, work, losing your home or death. Its all separation.

Living in the same house does not mean that we are are together. Watch where your mind goes. Watch the fantasies you create. Are you always dreaming of the perfect partner, the perfect job, the perfect sex, the perfect meal, the perfect high or the perfect heaven? That thing you think about but rarely share - that's your god. Your secret friend. That thing that separates you from true intimacy with another human being. That thing that actually stops you having what you want. That thing that keeps you limited. There's a way out of that hell. Yes it is possible.

There is a body of people who move from a new paradigm, from a whole new space. A body of people who are so nourished by each other that it is easy for them to show you the true acceptance you deserve. Have you ever really felt accepted? Have you even had one person who truly wants you to live. To live unlimited forever. Who can say and mean that they will never leave you. Yes it will change your life. Yes you may not recognize yourself. But in your gut you will know you are home. There will be a rest in your flesh, in your nervous system, like you have never known. Then you will end the "men are from Mars -women are from Venus" mysteries of relationships because you will truly see human beings as individuals; unique but the same. You will end the violence in your own nature. Opening to your own physical immortality is the only way to truly be with another.

Melanie

Forget what you were told and shown as a child on what love is. It is about as truthful as a Grimm's Fairytale. And in reality, your family most likely never looked or acted like the perfect sitcom family. The ideal of the perfect marriage and family is just more of the death oriented propaganda. And the sad reality is, that this is what we are programed to strive for, but in the end it costs you.

It costs you who you are. It costs you who you want to be. You compromise and suppress yourself for that ideal love and family. Everyday losing just another bit of your true self. Getting you to the point where you have hidden or given so much of the real you away, that one day you don't even recognize yourself anymore.

But it doesn't have to be that way. Being physically immortal means you do not have to sacrifice yourself. There is no more suppression of who you are. You are loved and cherished just by being the person that you are. Where fear and societal politeness don't have to stop you from speaking from your gut. Leave the old you behind and start a new. Today is a new day.

Leann

There is a new intimacy that goes beyond sexual relations. This intimacy nurtures the body and soul causing a feeling of expansion and greatness. It is inclusive,inviting, invigorating and produces true closeness among human beings. A new sensitivity is required to experience an immortal intimacy. It is necessary to have a genuine need to break self-limitation and the barriers between each other. When I woke up to being physically immortal, I hungered for this intimacy. I find it safe to expose my emotions, my true desires, imperfections and weaknesses, magnifying who I really am - a person living free from death. I have found that with other immortals I can be vulnerable because the answer in any situation is encouragement.

Human beings have a choice. Now they have the opportunity to discover how vast they can be when they decide to live outside of what has been established. Breaking old ways of intimacy or familiarity, and embracing the reality of ending death for themselves, together with other immortals.

Rosy

The randomness Joe talks about is because male and female egos trapped in their biological urges are essentially moving unconsciously, asleep to any higher purpose, driven only by their own self-centered needs. They become dangerous to themselves and others. What starts off as an exciting journey into love and sexuality can so quickly burn out and turn into pain. The arena of love with all the games that inevitably go with it, seduction, jealousy, control and rejection, ultimately leaves most people wondering if they have the energy to go yet one more round in the ring looking for their soul-mate. As each round takes its toll on the freshness and optimism of the beautiful human beings that embark on this journey, cynicism and heartbreak start to show their cumulative effects on the body. Many people fall victim to divorce, sickness and loneliness, suggesting that the illusion of "happily-ever-after" only belongs in the stories we continue to pollute our children with generation after generation! Even for those who stay together for 50 years, what do they really have to look forward to other than a mundane existence of work, children, grandchildren, getting old, sick and dying?

Some would say I'm just a cynic, maybe the victim of a bad love affair myself. Absolutely I have experienced my share of heartbreak, along with everyone else I know. As immortals, we have lived through all the experiences this world had to offer us before we woke up to a new life. However, when we find each other and start living immortality together, we discover that we can learn from our mistakes and those of others and make different choices. It really is possible to wake up and live beyond biological urges and become truly human! Our world becomes bigger, we are no longer just a world of one. We expand beyond the boundaries of relationship and family and discover in-depth connections with unlimited numbers of people that all become important to us. That really takes the pressure off needing everything to be fulfilled by a love-partner.

Being immortals, our needs change and give way to the greater need to be really alive. We take charge of our choices and and take the randomness out of the equation, as Joe says. One of the most enriching experiences you can have is to care for someone so much that it is more important to you that they are alive and healthy than it is for them to be in an intimate relationship with you. That is a leap into a new world, and a new freedom for you and the other person. There actually is a life to experience without loss or control, where loving becomes a joyous and building experience. When we do as Joe suggests and choose intimate partners who are like us, then our ultimate bond together is living immortality, and whether or not we choose to stay together in a relationship, we can continue to deepen our intimacy and connection forever.

Lorna